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lucyxyyvan
798 M Little Steps
PathStep 12 Compassion hearts63 Forum posts17 Forum upvotes18 Current upvotes18 Age GroupAdult Last activeJanuary, 1970 Member sinceApril 7, 2015
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i wish i could "get well soon."
Disability Support / by lucyxyyvan
Last post
 April 17th, 2015
...See more i wish my problems had a cure that came in a halmark card. i wish that when people told me to “feel better soon” i didnt eitger cringe or laugh in my head. i wish that i could lay down on a table and have a doctor tell me what my problems were. i wish those problems could be fixed with a pill or surgery i wish people didnt tell me, in an attempt to sympathize; at least i dont have cancer. i wish i felt secure in my relationships with loved ones because i always feel like a burden. i wish it wasnt a struggle to fall asleep and have dreams of all these wishes. i wish it wasnt a struggle to face another day knowing i wont get well soon.
How Can I Process The Things She Says?
Disability Support / by lucyxyyvan
Last post
 October 6th, 2016
...See more my entire life, ive suffered with chronic pain. i was officially diagnosed at 13 with ehlers-danlos syndrome and fibromyalgia. my parents have taken care of me and still do even though im at the age of 19. i am so thankful for them. i really am and i tell them every chance i get. i dont expect anyone like me ever, so every little thing means the world to me. but every once in a while, conflict happens and when my mom gets completely fed up, she'll say things like "what did i do to deserve a life like this" and "we cant afford your medical bills." it really hurts, no matter how i think about it. it just stresses me out and makes me anxious beyond belief.
After Abusive Relationships, I Dont Know How To Be In A Healthy One.
Trauma Support / by lucyxyyvan
Last post
 April 11th, 2015
...See more ive only had three serious relationships, and im currently in my third. my first two were extremely mentally and physically abusive. i was emotionally manipulated to feel like i deserved the abuse and was worthless, and was beaten to an inch of my life. now, im in a happy healthy relationship. i flinch when he moves too fast even though he has never hit me or even threatened to. i take every little thing he says way too seriously and get upset over the littlest things. i feel like im sabbotaging this for myself even though i want this relationship so badly. this really sucks, man.
Auto-Immune and Connective Tissue Difficiencies
Disability Support / by lucyxyyvan
Last post
 April 16th, 2015
...See more who else here suffers from auto-immune or connective tissue difficiencies? i seem to struggle with every day life, suffering from collagen difficiencies. 
i heard of this site through listener [name edited by mod].
Newbie Hub / by lucyxyyvan
Last post
 August 9th, 2016
...See more shes been my close friend for years and i hope i receive as much help as she has.
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