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loserparker
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PathStep 9 Compassion hearts155 Forum posts7 Forum upvotes9 Current upvotes9 Age GroupTeen Last activeApril, 2023 Member sinceApril 20, 2022
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they/he -- i think theres something wrong with me


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parker’s emptying their brains out
Journals & Diaries / by loserparker
Last post
 May 17th, 2022
...See more anyone can read this dont feel bad i just think this would be good for me. i think i’m going crazy. ever since march 10th i’ve been crying every single day. it’s like it never stops and now that they’re gone it’s so much worse. i feel stupid for believing their stupid promises. forever is dumb. saying forever is dumber. i just want them to tell me everything will be alright again i guess, they were my comfort and nothing else really helps. closure didn’t even work because i can’t accept they hate me-?? there is something wrong with me. this shouldn’t be the only thing on my mind but it is-??? i have so many worse issues but they are all my brain wants. they made everything seem less important. i wish i wasn’t like this. i wish i wasn’t desperate for love. it hurts so fucking bad. and no one is helping everyone is sick of me or doesn’t care and i know i shouldn’t still care i know that but i can’t help it. i can’t help but re read every text wondering where i went wrong. thinking about what i could’ve changed. i guess it’s just hard. i’ve been on the edge bc of this for so long.
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