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lizashii
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PathStep 56 Compassion hearts85 Forum posts4 Forum upvotes16 Current upvotes16 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2024 Member sinceDecember 15, 2015
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hi! i'm Liza.

i'm not new to this 7cups and have been using this platform since 2015, on and off. i am 21+ years old and currently living in the Asian country. i enjoy watching animes and playing games. i used to like reading physical books and studying. hopefully i can get back to my old hobby.

in life, i wanted to explore and do a lot of interesting things. i haven't tried go karts, haunted house or solo travelling. i dreamed to travel to countries with beautiful flower fields such as jeju, japan and ho chi minh. i also look forward to me buying my own apartment and living with a pair of cute cats. there's so much things to look forward to in life and i'm thrill to chase 'em. here's to never giving up. <3


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this is just a random rant. i work from home.
Depression Support / by lizashii
Last post
 May 13th
...See more i have started working from home since february 2024. within these 2-3 months, working alone at home, i couldn't escape the loneliness and the crave for social connections. imagine waking up everyday to walk to your work desk within 1 inch from your bed. it gets harder by day. feels like my existence is not being validated - that's probably one of the basic need of a human being. social connection. i tried going out to the park once every weekend for a start. it cleared up my mind a bit. mother nature consisted of its greenish tree, a manmade lake, tiny wild flowers, little floating tortoises. there were also people with the same goals as i was, i think. though all the faces i passed by while jogging/running/brisk walking are unknown to me, it helps a bit to cure my lack of social connection. i wasn't always close to my family members, i don't have friends or best friend either. all my life, through my ups and downs, i have only have myself. when i cried, i only have my hand to wipe the tears. when i felt lonely, i only have two arms to hug myself. hence, i felt like i could live by ownself. not needing anyone else to rely on. i thought that would make me feel proud, hyperindependence sounds like an achievement to me. people who don't need anybody is the strongest people on earth.  despite that there were also days i craved so much of attention, validation, love and care from others. i remembered one day on my way back from jogging. despite going three laps around the lake, i slumped my shoulders down, tired of the exercise, tired of world and their challenges. a random uncle jogged over, passing by me and said "good morning!". it's like a switch, my mood suddenly boosted up like a rocket launching. it made me think of how is that possible. however, i felt instantly better from only getting the two words from a stranger. it felt like my effort of coming to the park, running to cure my depression is being acknowledge. it felt good to feel acknowledged.  despite all of my efforts avoiding to get close to my family, making friends or having boyfriends. i could not deny, human couldn't live alone. yet, realistically, i am still living alone in my bubbles. sometimes i am happy alone, sometimes i get sad alone. but it's okay. as long as i have me we will fine anywhere we go. and that's the end of my rant. if anyone is reading this, i hope you're having a good day, alone or with your family. 
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