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littlebear111
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How would I feel safe if I see this kind of things?
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 October 27th, 2023
...See more I was searching "police officer" in the searching field(for my own purpose of some help). and see contents like this, some of them is just open without reply, some might contains extremely bad background. How could people see this, when they are here for help???
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where to share some bad experience?
35 & Over Community / by littlebear111
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 October 20th, 2023
...See more hello there, does anyone know where I can share some terrible experience. Im not choosing to say it here or to a listener, because I think it is not good to do so. But things stucked here do make a lot of pressure , so does anyone know? thanks
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No one teach me I should care about my self until
35 & Over Community / by littlebear111
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 October 12th, 2023
...See more Yes no one. All people around me seems to like energetic ,positive confident man, all with smile and kindness. I was raised up to be strong, never been told that my feeling is important. Guided by this belief, I worked hard, studied hard. I do got relative good university degree, but exhausted now.
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suffer from Anxiety after viewing and reporting some harmful content on internet
35 & Over Community / by littlebear111
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 October 13th, 2023
...See more hello guys, i want to tell and share a litttle story about me, because it is really making me a lot of pressure. Im a man over 30, lived in aisa, I always see me as a kind and a man with responsibility. But like some other men, I do sometimes watch porn, but only ordinary ones. Im straight, without bad hobbies. Three month ago, when I was usually do some searching on google, I got a link to a porn website, which at first I thought it was a normal one. But after a few click, I noticed it is not. It was a website contains a lot of harmful content, like violent, terrible scene. Some of them I did even doubt whether it is legal( not child pornography, but ***, self harm or even sex abuse). I was so scared so I left it. But as I mentioned, some feeling like justice told me that I should do something. So I went back to that website, with fear, find the two which makes me uncomfortable, and then reported it to the website. After two days, I got a reply that the two which I reported was deleted, but things doesnt goes to end—- a feeling or a thought constantly attack me that “if these two videos are involve real crime, then I just helped the website removed two evidence” I dont know why I thought it like this, but I do worried now, in the past two months, I felt scary and a lot of pressure. By the way, the two videos which I reported were uploaded more than years before. And because it is horrible, I dont want to remind it again. And now, because this website is in the US, Im living in asia, I dont know whom to talk to, and I cant tell my family, because it is about porn, feel shamed to say this. I also tried to contact the US police on tips.fbi.gov and IC3 , for online crime report. But got no reply in the past weeks. Im worried and dont know what to do, actually I did nothing wrong, but a feeling like “this ruined my life “ stressed me. I dont know what to do.
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