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littleb4t
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Little bat/batĀ 

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She/her

Gerard Way is my dad (real)Ā 




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Unfed
Poetry / by littleb4t
Last post
 October 26th
...See more Her bruised handsĀ  Glisten with false affectionĀ  She feeds the stray dogĀ  He followed her homeĀ  Starving for the warmĀ  Gaze of a motherĀ  Blindly, he eatsĀ  His last mealĀ  From her soiled palmsĀ  And finally, a knifeĀ  That reeks of his kin.
Being ace
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by littleb4t
Last post
 October 21st
...See more As an ace person I feel so disgusting when I'm aroused by whatever (not people on any personal levels) and like. I don't know I've always struggled with this kind of guilt and disgust around s3x. It's never something I'd participate in ever but even thinking about it feels wrong. Is this normal? I don't know. Maybe it has something to do with my past. I'm an adult, after all, and it's not like I go around sharing these thoughts to whoever. I'm sure everyone feels this way at some point but even thinking of, I don't know, celebrities or whatever in that way feels so wrong. Am I even ace if I still have things that bring up those kinds of feelings??Ā 
Processing trauma
Trauma Support / by littleb4t
Last post
 October 24th
...See more I'm starting to heal. But God is it ***. I have to journal everyday. I mean, it's nice because I can set a timer and then move on to something else when I'm done. I feel a little more "in control". But I'm still having nightmares. I have so much to work through and it just feels so heavy. I deserved better. But I have to come to the realization that I will never obtain that same kind of love or safety. I can try to be that for myself but nothingĀ comes close to having a mom who takes care of you or a dad who protects you. Nothing.Ā 
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