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limegreenPlum9327
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" No one deserves to be forgotten
No one deserves to fade away
No one should come and go
And have no one know they were ever even here
No one deserves to disappear
To disappear
Disappear"
~Mike Faist, Dear Evan Hansen, Disappear

" We always ignore the
Ones who adore us,
And adore the ones
Who ignore us"

" One day,
You'll be just a memory for some.
people, do your best to be
A good one"

Recent forum posts
Abusive Friendship?
Relationship Stress / by limegreenPlum9327
Last post
 January 5th, 2019
...See more Hi, I'm Plum and I believe my friendship with my friend of many years may be abusive but first hear me out until you tell me I'm over-reacting and over-dramatic. How it All Started: I meet Em (fake name) in fourth grade we started talking 'cause we had found out we both had the same birthday and same interests, that was the day we would become beat friends. At first our friendship was amazing, Em was kind and caring and we were always there for each other and graduated Elementary school the bestest of friends but when we started middle school everything would change. Seventh Grade; At first the change was small it would just be an occasional "Shut up,K!" but what started as just a "Shut up,K!" turned into a push into the desk and kicking my chair away from them as we sat by each other in math class. I didn't like it but I feared if I stood up for myself then I would lost Em so I kept quiet and passed it off as a thing friends always do and say to each other. Deep down I knew that wasn't true but I forced myself to believe it. The Summer Between Seventh and Eighth: I went through depression again and at first Em was there for me but when I went into a panic attack after being told by a classmate in my summer school class to die (The exact words were much harsher) I went to Em for help and at first they were helpful before they told me that basically they couldn't do it anymore and left me in a middle of a panic attack. Since that day I went through fighting depression by myself. I don't think or talk about this incident hardly at all ' cause it still hurts and I don't think I'll ever fully forgive them for that. Eighth Grade: It was basically the same thing; a shut up,a push, a kick, saying no one cares if I bring up a topic in a conversation with Em and our friends and all that. I laughed it off forcing myself to believe Em was just joking in a harsh way but deep down I wasn't the same as I used to be. Now when Em or generally anyone raises their hand or arm to quickly I'll cover myself in case they decided to hit me and I started growing afraid of talking to new people 'cause I feel if I say anything they'll tell me to shut up like Em has for quite a while. We left middle school still friends but not as close as we used to be. Ninth Grade Aka Now: We've just started nineth grade and they still treat me like this but now it went back to being just a "Shut up" and "No one cares" but two weeks before winter break when I was sitting by them waiting for school to start they stepped on my already injured knee and slowly kept applying pressure while I begged them to stop saying that it was already injured and this would hurt it more but all they said was "I'm barely pressing down on it!" what might be 'barely pressing down on it' for them may be full on pressing down for me. Why did Em do that you ask? Because I said something to another friend of ours. It took a week for my knee to heal. Epilogue: Em might be joining theatre soon and I'm terrified of them joining ' cause now the abuse will happen there in a place I oh so love and I fear that the others might join in with Em and I don't want that to happen from the people I care deeply about again. A person can only take something for so long before they snap and I might just be on my breaking point. Questions: Do you believe this is an abusive friendship or am I being over-dramatic? If you believe it is abusive, what can I do to stop it?
Sleeping Disorder? Or something more?
Healthy Living / by limegreenPlum9327
Last post
 August 29th, 2017
...See more Ever since sixth grade, I've always had a problem sleeping it started off being minor but it progressed over time. It started off as just having trouble falling asleep right away, No big problem than, it seemed normal enough. But as time progressed In seventh grade, just last year ago, It started becoming worse. I became terrified to sleep in my room, I started waking up being completely terrified and hearing noises. The noises I heard were terrifying at the time they where happening. Footsteps running down the hall, the Laundry door opening and closing constantly, And not to mention it felt like someone else was in the room with me or just was outside my door. I had three panics attacks because of it. Honestly I hated being in that room and wanted so much for morning to come. Another weird thing that happen during these times is I would always wake up being terrified around the times of Midnight through Three A.M. I don't have any explanation for waking up at these times. And not to mention this started affecting my daily life as well, When my mom left me home alone for awhile the noises would start back up and it terrified me more. My best friend said I was having hallucination from lack of sleep I also became more tried at school from lack of sleep that I fell asleep in some if my classes, None of the teachers even noticed anyway if they did they never even woke me up. I'm now in eighth grade and It went back to being minor now. I sometimes still wake up between those times being terrified and I already had a panic attack because of this and I'm still terrified to sleep in my room sometimes but not all the time. But I'm terrified of this starting up again. I already told my parents about this and they said they don't care if I have a sleeping disorder. I also told one of my teachers I trust a lot and my coulnsor about this and they already gave me advice already but I don't understand if it's just all in my head or if its a sleeping disorder, So I came here to see if I could get more advice about this and to see what exactly it is. Is this all just a sleeping disorder or is it something even more or am I just complete insane? And if this is a sleeping disorder what do I do to make it stop for good before it starts back up again. Also sorry if this sounds to crazy and weird I just need some advice on this type of thing.
Food Allergies/ Allergies
Disability Support / by limegreenPlum9327
Last post
 November 11th, 2017
...See more Hello everyone I'm Plum, And I wanted to talk about food allergies. I don't know if food allergies count as a disability but I wanted to make a thread about it. I have multiple food allergies to Diary, Eggs, a severe allergy to Peanuts and Tree nuts, and also Coconut, Peas, Shellfish And than I have just regular allergies to Trees, Pollen, Dogs and Cats, And grass. Living with these Allergies are a pain. People think you're faking it or they forget that you have it. When I was really little I felt outcasted because of my allergies everyone looked at me weird during snack time in elementary school wondering why I was just eating Graham crackers instead of cookies like the others. I couldn't have birthday treats that others brought in but my mom brought in my own snacks during birthday parties and she still does on the occians of me being invited to one. I also had to sit at a peanut free table for two days in elementary school because of my peanut allergies and they wouldn't let any of My friends sit by me but on the second day I just went back to sit with my friends some teachers tried to get me to sit at those tables and I just always shook my head no at them. Its tough to live with allergies to food and other stuff. Grass makes me itch and so does trees, Pollens keeps making me sneeze and I'm limited on food idems to eat. And once a year I have to go into testing but they gave up on seeing if I outgrew food allergies so all they do is look through paperwork, Test my asthma levels and make sure I could carry my Epi-pen and Inhaler to school and that's it. Its hard living with food allergies and allergies but my friends support me though and make sure I'm safe and I'm thankful for them. And if you have food allergies or allergies choose supportive friends who will understand you and don't let your food allergies and allergies don't let that stop you from having fun just stay careful. :)
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