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...See more Hello there, I usually don’t do this kind of stuff but I really am in a tough spot and I feel very ashamed. I recently lost my online friend group due to suicidal and mental health behavior. I feel incredibly guilty because I freaked out over a small issue after having a bad day and this caused my friends to put me in “timeout”. They expressed to me that my health has made them guilty and fearful of what I’d do to myself and it’s true, I had 3 attempts in November and they had to deal with it. They also commented how I’ve made them feel forced into a support system. I feel incredibly guilty because I truly didn’t mean for this to happen. They told me if I’m truly sorry they need to see some real changes and get professional help. I did have a therapist until she moved away, and I am very fearful. I really want my friends back and I want to be a better friend and person, my doomer mindset has consumed me and now I’m afraid and even more distrustful of people. I am wondering if anyone else has experienced something like this too? What steps can I take to be a better friend? How can I prove to them that I’ll try to pick up the pieces again? I want to clarify I don’t expect people to know what to do or say in this situation but if anyone has gone through something similar, I’d really like some advice and some tips? Once more, I don’t expect people to help me out or give me an answer. I just miss my friends and I want them back. thank you for reading, I appreciate it <3

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