update:30/Jan. 2023

I got out of my hometown and moved into new
city, small room by myself. However my kids are living near here, so I
don't feel alone so often now. I thought I didn't like a lots about my
life before but it was a time to change everything. That's why I'm here
right now.

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 One of my acquaintance introduced to me so came here to find someone who listen to me. I still don't know how to use 7 cups.

I was diagnosed with depression, anxiety disorder and panic disorder. And I think I'm in the time of menopause. I am from Japan learning English and a bit of Korean. Not everyday but very often I feel alone or think "who am I?" "why I'm living?" I don't have anyone to talk about these, even I live with my parents. I don't like them cause of their attitude, their thoughts, their morals. I don't want to obey them. I just try to enjoy watching Youtube, playing games. My English is not great but I'll try to tell things what I want to.

日本人です。