It brings tears to my eyes writing this, but here it goes.....
It brings joy to me knowing that I'm doing good and helping people (at least I think I am), but after some sudden thinking, I've decided to take a break (maybe permanently). I've realized that maybe I'm not cut out to be a listener. Whenever I talk to a listener, I feel a connection and I just don't feel that when I'm the listener. So, I just don't think I'm right for this role. Also, 7 Cups has become a part of my daily life, checking in everyday. Because I've become so engrossed in 7 Cups, my life as been going downhill, my grades are dropping, I'm being mean to my friends, etc.
I know most of you probably don't care what I wrote. I've been told over and over again, by people on here, that I'm fine. But, I'm not. In the end, this may be the last of me. For me, I feel its better to not help people at all than it is to help and not do any good. I'm doing this for my sake and everybody else's.
Starting soon, like this week, I'm signing out, and not coming back until I give it some consideration. I'm not deactivating right away, but after thought, that is what I might do.
I wish everyone the best of luck and encourage you to keep going, we need people here at 7 Cups, and I'm just one of them. So, good luck to all and so long.....
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"Be yourself. Everyone else is already taken." -- Oscar Wilde
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I like personal requests a lot. They make me feel like I'm needed. (If I'm not online, send me a message. I'll get back to you ASAP.) Feel free to follow me too.
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Hello! I'm glad you found me on 7 Cups of Tea. I just now entered high school, so I know what it's like to deal with all that stuff. I know I can't help with much but, I hope that I can help you find the right path for you.
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**I try to get back to everyone in a reasonable time; however, I tend to take on too much than I can handle. I'm sorry if I don't get back to you right away.**