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Nightmares come real
Trauma Support / by kindSail95
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 December 15th, 2014
...See more Hi umm I don't know how to say this. When I was younger my dad sexually abused me and I only managed to get away by living with my mum but since she died I got put in care and have been having nightmare of him hurting me. Recently I went out with my friends and after they all went home I was walking back to the care home and a man grabbed me from behind and pulled me away from the street. He started to hurt me and now I'm pregnant and don't know what to do. I got back to the care home and realised it was my dad and I couldn't breathe. My main carer asked what was wrong but I couldn't tell her because I was in shock. I still don't know what to do. I can't leave my room because I am so scared he is waiting for me.  My carer knows now that he hurt me and she has been supportive but I just feel so lonely and like no one understands fully. I still get the nightmares of my dad but they are worse now. I just can't cope anymore. :'(
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