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khotic
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Eating Disorder Support / by khotic
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 July 21st, 2021
...See more I had/have? anorexia (and bulimia for a bit there) from when I was 17 till about 19 Consistantly then I eased - I would engage in eating disorder behaviours maybe 3 times a week or something Give or take after that and threw up rarely. Now I’m nearly 27 and it’s been nearly 10 years and I stil battle every time I eat a meal. I don’t partake in the eating disorder behaviour physically. But I make plans and the thoughts are there CONSTANTLY. If I’m subconsciously stressed out it gets worse ... sometimes I partake for a day... it’s more like I make these ridiculous plans for restriction like it’s going to be great .. then I “fail” and have a melt down then it just goes back to constant thoughts. I feel like I’m not “sick” enough to get help but I struggle all day and it’s been 10 years... like... what’s next for me I think.
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