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kbcya
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PathStep 1 Compassion hearts24 Forum posts4 Forum upvotes13 Current upvotes13 Age GroupAdult Last activeJanuary, 2024 Member sinceJanuary 2, 2024
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Around the World / by kbcya
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 February 5th
...See more  Hi All, I am totally new to this community and really don’t know where to start!  i guess a little bit about me as intro is the place to start ! Basically I having a really hard time and the moment after basically living a double life for 4 years with my wife and my affair partner (please don’t judge me). After spending 4 years not committing to either I feel like my head is totally fried and I don’t know how to move forward. This has reached a head in the last week as my affair partner has decided to move on from me and told me she has enough of my lies. Which I accept of course. It’s just made me feel just so overwhelmed, who do I love what do I want and where I am going ! I think I love my wife, I think I love my affair partner but have lied so much I don’t know who I am or what I am doing ! I guess that’s all I want to say right now, but looking for some help and support and maybe a friend- cos right now I feel so alone in the world. take care  take care everyone  kbcya
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