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kayleebee
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PathStep 278 Compassion hearts2,471 Forum posts129 Forum upvotes279 Current upvotes279 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2022 Member sinceOctober 12, 2022
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Be authentic with ourselves and require the same from people we allow into our lives.



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Self care - "Today, I will ___"
Healthy Living / by kayleebee
Last post
 July 30th, 2023
...See more One change I need to make is to take better care of myself. Physically, emotionally and mentally. So today I will begin holding myself accountable for that. One thing each day that I will do. For me.
These things were not OK *multiple TW*
Trauma Support / by kayleebee
Last post
 November 7th, 2022
...See more On my journey move forward, I'm going to use this to express what I've not been able or allowed to. It's a place to face the many wounds. Comments are welcome and would be appreciated.
Work issues, burnout, dead ends
General Support / by kayleebee
Last post
 November 3rd, 2022
...See more The last thing I want to do today is go to work. I have to force myself to get up and go every morning. I think of what I need to do every day, have a plan and know what I want to accomplish. Within 10 minutes of walking in the door, I'm done. The weight of that place destroys any motivation I had and it's all I can do to get through the day there. I used to love my job. I had purpose, learned new things and felt it was a place I could grow and make a difference. It was all a lie. The last 3 years have been a waste. A waste of my time, effort, talent, kindness and everything else I can think of. And I have so little left. There's a dark cloud that hangs over that place. Lies, secrets, negativity, indifference and toxic. I'm surrounded by people that want to fail. Want to drag everything around them down. Verbal, psychological and emotional abuse is rampant. I need to get out. I've been trying. A year ago today I started looking for another job. I'm still looking. I'm so incredibly burnt out with what I do for a living. I can't see myself working at the same type of job again. So starting over is even more daunting.
Triggered today
Trauma Support / by kayleebee
Last post
 October 28th, 2022
...See more It's been awhile since I've really delved into my C-PTSD. About a year ago, I had a very bad episode that lasted for weeks. It took me awhile but I finally recognized what was going on. That awareness put me on the road to being mindful of it. I was triggered again today. I didn't recognize it at first. When I did, it was relieving to know that I'd tuned in enough to catch it. It's disheartening to know that I still struggle with but that's something I've had to learn to accept as well. Some things you never truly get over and just have to learn to live with.
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