I am a mother of 4 adult daughters and my baby boy cat. I also have my daughter's dwarf rabbit. I work as an agent at a call center. I am interested in psychology, photography, web design, graphic design, abstract art, alternative rock music, classical music, self-help, therapy, Titanic, cats, animals, writing poetry, etc. I suffer from 4 personality disorders, bipolar 1, PTSD, social anxiety disorder, paranoia, agoraphobia... I'm on medication but still have dark days and some crazy days. There are just days when I need some extra mental help. Trying to do the right things and live the way I should be living. Trying to have a better life than I did in the past. Trying to move ahead and move on from the darkness of my past. I'm also a recovering alcoholic and I have a severely alcoholic boyfriend. He has alcohol induced psychosis and that helps me to stay sober...seeing him in that condition. I've taken care of people all of my life and I'm still taking care of people...him. I love animals more than anything on earth. People...not so much. Just being honest. I have a misanthropy attitude/mindset. I just do not connect with people like normal people do and I have psychotic episodes and wonder at times if I am a psychopath with sociopathic traits.