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jcnnie
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Depression Support / by jcnnie
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 March 31st, 2020
...See more Lately, for the past 2 weeks, Ive been going through.. a really, really tough time. What I went through doesnt even come close to any of my hardships before. These recent events.. truly did such harm to me in a way that altered my thinking mentally for the worse and has left me very vulnerable and wishing for d**** almost every second of my waking moment. This quarantine stuff also isnt helping because Im just holed up in my room all day long. I dont know whats wrong with me and why people keep.. walking out of my life. I was in a very toxic and abusive relationship, a very controlling and manipulative one, and because I ran back to my abuser, all of my friends just.. dropped me. They made indirect statuses about me, talking down on me, and I bet they all are laughing at my pain right now. I feel so utterly alone in this world. Its so hard to continue to live on when nothing motivates you anymore and you find joy in nothing any longer. Im always so sad now, and I dont know what to do. I bet my family is tired of me saying, Im so sad, but I am. I dont know what to do anymore; this hurts.
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