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jamesshowedupatbettysparty
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I've never felt more alone it feels so scary getting old
Depression Support / by jamesshowedupatbettysparty
Last post
 November 1st, 2022
...See more I really relate to this lorde lyric at the moment. I'm in high school and I have two close friends but I still feel so so so very alone. Lately everyone's been posting Halloween party stories where they're with their friends dancing while I was just at home studying. It's not like people in school don't like me , but I'm definitely not on the party lists and it hurts because it feels like I'm wasting high school years being invisible. It gets really lonely and life feels pointless I guess I just need to know that life after high school does get better for people like me. That we're not always gonna be invisible
[TW] Anxiety made a home out of me
Reading & Writing / by jamesshowedupatbettysparty
Last post
 May 25th, 2022
...See more Can I have fifteen minutes? Fifteen minutes where I feel Like this is my life Where I'm not lost Not constantly looking for somewhere to belong What about ten? Just ten minutes Where fear doesn't chew on my insides Where I can stop trying to survive And where sadness doesn't make me it's home Just five then? Five minutes Where everything stops spinning And I can stand free and still A place where their words can't reach me Five minutes of peace What about a second? A second where I'm not worried about the time passing by So that for once I can stop to smell the daisies growing in the graveyard That holds everything I was supposed to be
I feel stuck and alone
Depression Support / by jamesshowedupatbettysparty
Last post
 May 17th, 2022
...See more Heyy I'm a 15 year old girl who's been struggling a lot lately. I feel super alone and like nobody really cares. I think I just need someone to talk to and not feel like I'm bothering them. I want to know someone cares. I feel so alone in this world and like everyone has someone except me and I'm losing grip. And everyone around me is doing cool shit like eating ice cream w their girlfriend or boyfriend or achieving milestones and I'm just trying to be okay. I just want to be okay. But I don't know how. If anyone has any tips on how to like cope and make thus process easier pls pls share.
New and lonely
Depression Support / by jamesshowedupatbettysparty
Last post
 May 22nd, 2022
...See more Hii I'm new here I just joint. I've been struggling with depression and sh for three years and lately it's been so bad. I feel like I'm not alive like I'm just....existing. and god I feel so alone. Like it's never gonna be okay. I just want someone to hug me and be able to tell I'm not okay. But I'm always the person to do that for other people and I just don't know how to stop feeling this way. I want to get out I'm so scared it's gonna go back to being the way it was and I just want to feel normal and peaceful again. I'm so tired of this everything hurts
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