Actively transmuting all of my wounds into beautiful, blossoming, flowy, knowy, warrior flower blooms. Kinda...

From a dried and dying, dehydrated desert cacti into a fierce ass little venus fly trap. Ya'diggy? I do because Im here, and thats all that really matters.

Self awareness, Healing, and Alla'at.

But me...?
Im an oddbird. Extremely Multi-faceted and layered with a whole buncha deep trauma thriving depth. Im artsy, Im fartsy. A wordy lyrical enthusiast, A colorfully creative crafty ass Lunatic. I'm complex and complete. I'm built from the ground up, from the inside out, piece by painful piece, perfectly- for me. Im an aquired taste, with a level of unlocked consciousness that is somewhat otherworldly compared to the majority of the masses out there; so its fine. If ya dont get it, youre not suppose to and thats equally as trill and golden, too. Dont hate, regulate and originate! Let me stop, I'm getting a little too carried away with my sparklers. My fault-

However, like I was saying, theres no way to describe myself in so many words that could accurately reflect my hammertime-fresh. I did mention above that I was complex, buuuuut failed to add the "-PTSDisorded" part. Oh well, I like to think of it more of having a secret personal power rather than any shameful stigma to discriminate against. So much single handed progress being had over here, in areas that use to stay hidden away. So, Im pretty proud of me- for me, alone; and a little Pro-Me for the first time, in forever. Like, legit forever. Foreva eva. So my absurd level of individuality works well... for me. I don't need it, aherrrm- Me, rather*, to work for anybody else, or expect it to. You do/be and live in a way that works for you.

Hope you heal your hurties in a hurry.

Me, I'll be doing the same while I continue to mind my business like a bad habit -
Being horrendously headbanger boho hood and comfortably misunderstood.

PS:
Seriously though, I think you're brave.
Just incase nobody's mentioned it lately. This survivor & healing shit isn't for what and who society considers "normal". Oh no, you're built a lot tougher than that! Dont forget to give yourself credit, because it's way overdue, my G's. 😉

Take Care & Be Careful Out There. 💚