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ixsjxstmxk
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PathStep 19 Compassion hearts23 Forum posts5 Forum upvotes10 Current upvotes10 Age GroupAdult Last activeJune, 2023 Member sinceApril 21, 2023
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Here to chat about mental health

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Depression Support / by ixsjxstmxk
Last post
 May 17th, 2023
...See more I guess i’m js gonna rant bc that’s what i kinda got the app for I’ve been pretty depressed lately tbh, and i’ve been very isolated for a long time. I also haven’t been talking to anyone socially because no one really seems like they want to talk to me. I struggle with severe anxiety so I don’t go out a lot and I don’t hangout with anyone. I’ve been really bored so for the past 2 weeks i’ve just been sitting with my thoughts and I can’t stop thinking about negative things and the past. Since I don’t have that much friends, I have bad attachment issues and whenever i get to attached i tend to dissociate for a couple weeks. About two years ago I met someone and we were friends for about 7 months and then we started dating. we dated for 8 months and then broke up. it’s now been 8 months after we have broken and i literally still can’t stop thinking about her. We became friends and started dating at a really vulnerable time for me, and i became really attached. She eventually started to stop talking to me and then ghosted me. That ruined me really bad and ever since then i’ve felt so much worse than before which i didn’t even think was possible. Even now i still think ab her and how i miss the old her which i can’t get back. Im honestly just trying to get through stuff right now. I feel like i’ve been depressed for 4 years and it’s just been getting worse. Some weeks are better but then It just gets worse again. I’m trying to find things that keep me busy, but they can only keep me busy for so long. I am home schooled so I have a lot of extra time on my hands which doesn’t help my boredness or anxiety. I’ve also been feeling really angry and can get easily mad at people. I have zero patience at all and when someone is talking to me I feel like i don’t even have the energy to listen to the rest of the sentence. Anyways just wondering if anyone relates to anything, feel free to reply or share anything if you want, thanks for reading :).
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