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intelligentPond307
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Can't carry on
Depression Support / by intelligentPond307
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 June 6th
...See more I don't know how to carry on on a world where I am completely alone. In a foreign country with no means to communicate. Stuck here. And then left butchered by a surgeon here who forgot how to speak English afterwards leaving me damaged for life. My hobbies are gone because I'm partly disabled now... Nobody will hire me and my career is dead. Language barriers and I'm damaged. I speak to nobody all day. I have nobody. My only communication really is when I go to physiotherapy. So depressed I don't want to go anymore. Installed every friendship app you can think of. Nobody wants friends with a foreigner. Sending message after message after message. The culture here is that of closed doors. Often felt alone in life and struggled. But this is far beyond that. No family. No friends. No communication. No career. And then butchered having my health.. all I had left stolen from me. I can't cope anymore.
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