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insecure1992
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Just want to be positive
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Relationship Stress / by insecure1992
Last post
 March 22nd, 2021
...See more So its mothers day in UK today my son 9 lives with my mother n her awful partner and my daughter 18 month is with me and the OH is just pointless literally I do everything my self and do a damn good job and I know it I've made sure I've gone above n beyond for my daughter because I couldn't handle losing another child. When I had my son I was only a teenager and was undiagnosed and my head just wasn't there. All I wanted was a nice mother's day about family I seen my son in the morning went to the park and came back to the OH sat upstairs on PS4 all day and tbh its just pointless him been here all he does is bring me down put me down ect never had anything positive to contribute or say I feel like a single mother and trying to keep this family together is literally draining the life out of me I've never felt so depressed and helpless id never act on any thought I have because I love and live for my kids I just wish things was different and wish I had the strength to change things myself and just be stronger 🥺
Depressed and need some positivity
Personality Disorders Support / by insecure1992
Last post
 February 28th, 2021
...See more What it says in the title i guess... need to hear something positive while everything feels so negative, thanks for any replies
I just want my son back please help me
Family & Caregivers / by insecure1992
Last post
 February 22nd, 2021
...See more I gave birth at 18 after a very violent relationship I tried to do it on my own and my mental health was undiagnosed, he went to live with my mum and her AWFUL boyfriend when he was 3. I fully believe the man my mum is dating got with her to manipulate her to get social involved so he could have my baby. Before my mum met him she would of never of just took my son and not me and now I'm terrified this man is been manipulative to my now 9 year old son he tells him I dont love him and don't care about him luckily my son knows I dote on him and I spend every opportunity telling him so. I have to do this through roblox because despite a court order saying contact should be weekly she tried saying once a month is better. My mum shouted at me for telling my son I love him saying that it demeans there relationship. I am In a good place with an 18month old daughter I do not work but my mental health is controlled i am so scared my son is been emotionally abused at least my younger sister moved out when my mums partner moved in because he used to walk Into her bedroom bathroom ect uninvited when she was only 16. My mum chose him over her daughter. This man is a Councillor and has literally destroyed my mums relationship with every family member she has we all used to be so close she cant even lend me or my sister money without saying dont tell matthew. At the very least I think this guy is emotionally abusing my son if not worse but I have no proof. I need some advice they have an SGO on him but he would definitely be better with me and I know my son wants that too please help
Trapped
Depression Support / by insecure1992
Last post
 February 11th, 2021
...See more I feel trapped like a prisoner in my own home I hate life all I want is normality and I don't understand why he can't give me it im not allowed to have any emotions and everyone expects too much and I just wanna be me n I cant escape my family and I cant escape my life if I had the money I'd run away and never look back but I dont and I cant
Medication
Personality Disorders Support / by insecure1992
Last post
 February 20th, 2021
...See more Personal question but I'm currently on [removed amount] of fluoextine (standard anti depressant) it is doing absolutely nothing for me and I feel worse than ever... I have tried various other antidepressants all with bad side effects. I want something more than a standard antidepressant. If you don't mind sharing what medications worked for you guys? And how long did it take to start working ? Thanks 💜
No friends or family and no support
Personality Disorders Support / by insecure1992
Last post
 February 20th, 2021
...See more I'd love to just have someone be there and actually care and listen. My parents think I'm worthless my son age 9 lives with my mother they took him while I was getting diagnosed she never tried to help us both we both could have gone to stay with her and I'd of kept parental rights but she refused to have me. I am 28 and my daughter who is 18months lives with me. She I absolutely amazing and I love her so much but I'm always sad and because I have no support nothing gets resolved and I feel horrible because I cry all the time and I don't want it to effect her she is everything to me and without her I have nothing left. I dont know what to do I just want to stop hurting and it is so hard to ask for support professionally when you have young children because you feel like they'll think your inadequate when you know your doing everything you can I thrive for perfection since losing my son i just want to stop hurting and feel normal :(
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