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imsoconfused1022
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PathStep 6 Compassion hearts39 Forum posts13 Forum upvotes17 Current upvotes17 Age GroupAdult Last activeAugust, 2024 Member sinceJune 20, 2024
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book recs?
Hobby Zone / by imsoconfused1022
Last post
 July 9th
...See more hey people, do you have any recs for thriller/wlw/mystery books?
my first poem, feel free to criticize
Hobby Zone / by imsoconfused1022
Last post
 June 26th
...See more SKIN. I pray to the wind hows everything gone bad feelings of numbness has returned hearts turning blue, so is my skin I'm pulling the blinds the company of dark is glad all alone, kinda nice kinda quiet yet lonely, wasn't this a win? when I was a bud, dreaming of when I were to be a flower red and pink like the sunrise sky dancing in the wind, petals full of power who knew being loved would be my only desire? I talk to the wind, feeling it on my face hoping to catch life with the same pace yesterday I fixed a routine for me to follow only to burn out and observe as it hollows why do I get bored so quick? is it coz my skin's broken or it is because my dad is a ***? all the times I tried to show him what I had, only to get neglected starting to think everything is my fault, the forest fires, the floods, the storms the murders, the suicides, the neglect, the lack of love, lack of love, love. right dad?
constant thoughts.
ADHD Support / by imsoconfused1022
Last post
 July 4th
...See more so I'm not sure if this is related to ADHD or not coz I haven't been formally diagnosed. However these thoughts are making me lose my mind. It isn't even like a single topic. It's anything and everything and every song that I've ever listened too, every thought that I've ever had at the same time. There's always some voice or my voice in my head or some music playing. the songs that I listen to often, I've memorized them whole(without being conscious of it) and it plays in my head while I'm doing any task. It's gotten to the point where I don't actually need to listen to music to feel how it felt to listen to it? Like if a song is stuck in my head I just "press" rewind in my head and the song plays from start to finish. If that makes sense to anyone. The worst part is I can't stop it for the life of me. This is the same with conversations, videos, patterns and what not. Even while I'm studying sometimes I realize that I'm having a conversation in my head all whole focusing on the numerical I'm solving or whatever I'm studying. Am I going crazy? Does anybody relate?
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