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Bio

Hi im Lacie or Noah i go by two names to make me comfortable do to being genderfluid 

I age regress and my ages are 2 to 7 

I love making new friends and talking to new people



Recent forum posts
TW- topics of grooming, sh, and bullying
Trauma Support / by imaginaryfriends
Last post
 February 4th, 2023
...See more Life has been problematic since middle school starting with the bully it was mostly verbal but could get physical when I was younger I got laughed at pushed hit on the back and stuff thrown at me after covid started it lightened up it happened less but right at the end of 7th grade everything went downhill I started getting called a racist and rumors that I said racist stuff when I didn't and that made me lose a lot of friends I had always gone to the internet for friends and support. It was like a new life that I could control... So I went there for help I found it I found great friends but I snapped and started cutting so I was sent to a residential it didn't help but soon I found my exs Lad and Liz they made me happy but every good thing must come to a end right? Lad manipulated me into sending n*des multiple times and after that nothing was the same i was hyper sexual in relationships but I was always scared that they would be like lad so I left all of the ones I had but that wasn't the first time in the span of 4 months I was groomed and harrased by multiple men so that made me hate the boys in my friend group and that's where i lost everyone i loved in real life but i still have my online dad and papa i meet then two years ago so i trust them but everything not the same... i just want my life back my happiness my innocents.. why did it have to be taken
The Simple Things
Gateway to Growth Paths / by imaginaryfriends
Last post
 January 9th
...See more Today I got really stressed about making my bed simple things like making my bed or making food are challenging for me for some reason but after the stressful episode I got ahold of a friend and messaged them as I did it and I completed it we had a small celebration and it made me really happy
Manipulation isn't a joke (TW vent)
Trauma Support / by imaginaryfriends
Last post
 December 9th, 2022
...See more I've been manipulated multiple times in the past even now when I'm in a vulnerable state of mind I can be manipulated. I have a story about my ex where I thought I could trust him and he ended up manipulating me into sending him things that made me uncomfortable I can't take what I did back and I hate myself for even agreeing with it in the first place. that situation has made me uncomfortable with my body but even due to it I just can't say no to people. Which makes it harder for me because that also allows people to do what they want when they figure out I barely say no. being stuck in a constantly vulnerable mindset and barely saying no could affect me in the future but I don't want to talk to the therapist I have now because she will be stuck on the part of the manipulation. I know what my problem is but I just don't know how to fix it.
Memorys
Trauma Support / by imaginaryfriends
Last post
 November 25th, 2022
...See more TRIGGER WARNING trama and other stuff Im having the worst headache and just started remembering moments in my life like my dad yelling at me or my ex-boyfriend manipulating me into sending him.. stuff and all I can think of also is my friend saying my life isn't that hard and her life is worst like yea totally your parents yell at you and ignore you well my dad has done the same and has gotten physical with me during meltdowns, and I've been manipulated into so many things because I was stupid and couldn't see the signs. Im scared to go back to school I have gotten so close to a relapse in the past two weeks I've been at my dad's. Like if I tell them these things happened they're gonna say I'm seeking attention and others have gone through worse! Im trying so hard to make them happy and I'm losing myself while doing it I can't even remember the last time I have actually acted like myself around them or the last time they cared about me... Im trying so hard to be perfect and normal because GOD FORBID SOMEONE WILL CHANGE FOR ME! Im also starting to think I'm suffering from something more them just a mood disorder. Well this was kinda a trauma dump I'm sorry if this triggers someone bye ima head back to watching youtube.
Little space
Newbie Hub / by imaginaryfriends
Last post
 November 26th, 2022
...See more I asked my stepmom to buy me a little space mystery box and I explained what it was she said have you asked your therapist if this is a good coping skill because I don't think it is but I not buying you a pacifier it will mess up your teeth and I was just like... oh ok but that was one of the reasons I wanted to buy it but she doesn't have to know I'm getting one!
today
Relationship Stress / by imaginaryfriends
Last post
 December 4th, 2022
...See more today at lunch I sat down and a friend tried to get me to say snickers without the s don't try it makes you say the n-word but it upset me and I and this "friend" got into a fight and his girlfriend got upset then told everyone that she got really triggered by the yelling because her parents are mentally abusive and she doesn't like yelling (my parents are the exact same) but I tried to explain my side of the story and everyone was telling me that I just shouldn't fight people anymore. Is this fight my fault
My hobby
Arts & Crafts / by imaginaryfriends
Last post
 November 18th, 2022
...See more I love arts and crafts sewing stuff, making birdhouses, and so much more
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