I keep coming back here, but I leave. It is real hard to take care of me. I raised an amazing son and he is now in college. I am all alone in a job I hate, in a town that offers nothing, and I cannot figure out what to do! I need support, but my family is struggling with their issues. I am not happy, and have not been so for a long time. Now the weather is changing and I can feel the sadness creeping in.
There are people here who have it worse than I do, so I feel guilty for complaining. I have no illnesses, (other then depression), a roof over my head, a job that pays my expenses and a vehicle. I used to enjoy things, but now I am just lost. I have reached out to a few listeners, but they all seem preoccupied, (granted, I have not tried that many). I am 49 pushing 50 and I feel I am just not living life to the fullest. Anyone out there have any help? Thank you!