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General Support / by iWantFree
Last post
 November 15th, 2023
...See more Idk if this is the place to mention this but I need a listener who's not going to just tell me "it'll be okay, it'll all work out" etc - who will actually listen to me - and stay for more than one dang night instead of listening to my entire everything and then leaving and never responding to me again.
Don't know what to do at this point in time.
Depression Support / by iWantFree
Last post
 February 1st, 2023
...See more Hey. What's up? Username's "IWantFree" on here but most people call me Wheat. I'm feeling utterly lost mentally because I caused the downfall/breakup of my 5 year relationship by lying, manipulating, losing control of my emotions, bursting out in anger, saying the most hurtful and degrading things I could, and many other things. We were engaged, set to be married early this year. I hid so much from her, lied about it every step of the way, not only to her but her family and pretty much everyone around me. I didn't treat her with the respect she earned and she deserved so much better than what I gave her. I kept promising to Give her effort and respect and would fall back every time. In the end my own emotional instability and inability to control myself led me to hurt her in every emotional way possible. I want so badly just to talk to her, to work things out. To hope for a future together, but I have no idea. Tonight is one month since we broke up. I don't know if she'll ever see this or if she even did, if she would recognize the situation - but I'm sorry.
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