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humangreed
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Constant state of exhaustion
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 February 11th
...See more Hey everyone, I'm new here. I wanna preface this by saying I've "graduated" from therapy in 2023 and was in therapy for give or take 7 years before that. In December after tapering off my medication for months I was also officially taken off my antidepressants. In a lot of aspects I'm better than I used to be, but I still feel like I'm nowhere near a functional person and never will be. My room is a nightmare and I can never gather enough energy to clean up more than just a few pieces of garbage at a time. I can't work and live off financial aid, which I'm grateful for but doesn't fund a lot so I can't pay someone to help me clean. The last few days have been awful, my best friend and partner ended up in the hospital on the same day, while my best friend is recovering well my partner's health is getting worse in an alarming way. I can't do anything about it and I feel like I can't do anything to improve the situation I live in. I'm honestly just disappointed in myself that after all these years of therapy I still feel this useless. I'm so damn ashamed because I truly don't want to live this way, I'm just so damn tired. Being autistic doesn't help because so many tasks overwhelm me so bad I can't even hold my head up.
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