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hopefuldreamer334
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20 & Over Community / by hopefuldreamer334
Last post
 January 9th
...See more Life has been a rollercoaster lately. I just got scary news health wise and have to just wait and see if I have a potentially life changing diagnosis. I’m grateful that medicine is as advanced as it is nowadays that we can get the help we need but it’s still scary because it has many limitations. I just hope it’s nothing bad and it’s just a scare. The new year is filled with many changes for me and although I am grateful and excited, I am also scared and nervous that it’ll be too much for me to handle. I have always had doubts about my capabilities but every day I am a little more confident in myself. I guess time will tell. Life has improved a lot in the past couple of years and I think it will improve even more. Don’t let others dictate how you should live your life. Do what is best for you. I am hopeful everything will get better.
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Tired
20 & Over Community / by hopefuldreamer334
Last post
 December 30th
...See more I am tired. I’m just tired of always having to second guess what my family thinks of me. I live with them because I’m working on my future by studying and I can’t afford to live by myself. But I constantly struggle not knowing if they’re judging me or not. I guess it shouldn’t matter right? I’m an adult. But living with them makes it hard not to care. I long for their acceptance and it’s always falling short. I just feel distant from them. But it’s not my fault. I didn’t create the toxic environment in my home, they did. I wish I could move out. I want to have a relationship with them still but not live under the same roof. I can’t wait for the day that I can afford that. Sometimes life feels exhausting. Just an issue right after the other. I just need to vent so I don’t keep it in. My partner also struggles with family issues and honestly even worse ones. I am just exhausted of how draining everything has been lately. People cause unnecessary drama where there shouldn’t be any. Making people around them have a harder time than necessary. I just want things to get better but as long as I live under that roof it’s gonna be this way. I guess I just have to focus on myself and getting ahead.
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