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I Love You Too - a poem about my depression
Depression Support / by honestAvocado3098
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 May 6th, 2018
...See more I wrote this poem a while back. I dont actually love my depression. What I love is the qualities that it has that I wish others would show me. For example, I would love someone that never left me no matter what and since depression seems to never leave, I love that characteristic even if I hate the way that it makes me feeling. Basically a toxic relationship. Anyways, I hope you enjoy. Depression Depression is defined As being severely sad And having loss of hope Depression is said To come and go It lingers sometimes And heavy like cargo A rainbow always comes after a storm I'm told it'll eventually subside But I'm cold and wet out here And no ones home to let me inside And it's been a month now My screams for help continue to be denied Left armed with nothing but a book And a pen by my bed side Depression looks at me every morning And tells me how much he loves me My secret toxic relationship I think that I am beautiful but he disagrees I whisper I am enough But he disagrees I say I am no less than anyone else But he disagrees I shout I am worthy of love But he disagrees I cry I am broken He smiles and agrees Depression is the first And last thing I think about A passionate lover to my thoughts Not sure how long I can hold out He cheats on me and leaves But his presence stays Because he'll come back The one thing I know, is that he'll be back Maybe depression will come back drunk Stammering into my room He'll brings back dead roses And remind how dead roses are prettier than me He seductively tells me No one loves you like I do I know you like being happy But it doesn't occupy you like I do Your father doesn't love you And your mother doesn't too He didn't think you was his And she won't even stop smoking for you I know what hurts you the most All you want is your dads acceptance For him to give a fuck for once To not think of you less than But darling he doesn't care Your feelings are insignificant I care even less but at least here for you I told you I'm different Depression is a sadist He lusts after my pain He gets high off of my tears But he's the only sure thing I have Depression keeps his promises of pain He always comes back And he's the only one who truly loves me I hate that I love depression too
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