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helpfulNest9115
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why... how.
Depression Support / by helpfulNest9115
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 October 7th, 2017
...See more I have had so many many unfortunate things happen within the past 3 months or so that it is really sort of mind boggling. I've moved across country. I have lost custody of my children. My ex-husband has manipulated them and lied to them to the point that they no longer speak to me. My mother is struggling with alzheimers and the burden of that is greater than I thought it would be. I've ended a relationship with someone that I loved because he was being dishonest with me. I lost my job - unexpectedly and shockingly. In spite of all of this, I actually feel ok. I'm taking my time and trying to get back on my feet. I have moments of stress and anxiety. Sometimes I feel sad; but, mostly, I'm just trying to make sure I get things taken care of. I don't understand how it can be that I'm not completely falling apart. I'm grateful that I'm not but I'm not sure how it's happening.
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I ended it last night.
Relationship Stress / by helpfulNest9115
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 October 19th, 2017
...See more It needed to end. It is better to have it over. But, still... I am sad.
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I feel sad today.
Relationship Stress / by helpfulNest9115
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 July 28th, 2017
...See more I've been riding the anger and the relief for the past few days and so it hasn't been too hard, the breakup. But, today... today, he's been taking up too much space in my head. I've been worrying that he will start stalking me - or that he is stalking me quietly. I'm worrying that he will show up and demand that I come back to him. At the same time, I am worried that he has finally decided to walk away and he no longer cares and that it is finally over. I feel sad and miss feeling loved. I miss hearing the words "I love you". I do. But, then I remember the price I paid for that love. And, it's not worth it. I know that it's not. I am free. The universe is washing away the pain and the grief and resentment every time I exhale. Every time I inhale, I am stronger.
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It's over....
Relationship Stress / by helpfulNest9115
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 July 13th, 2017
...See more It's finally over. He ended the relationship a few hours ago. We have been fighting since Saturday. And, I have been dreading my phone anytime it beeps with a text. I have wanted him out of my life since he came back into it. And, now he is gone. For now, I feel relief.
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