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hardworkingBunny4133
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PathStep 8 Compassion hearts40 Forum posts3 Forum upvotes6 Current upvotes6 Age GroupAdult Last activeJanuary, 2023 Member sinceNovember 17, 2019
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late 20s | they/them or any pronouns | fairly recently diagnosed with borderline personality disorder (among other things)


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the soul-crushing loneliness of a single, soon-to-be 30-year-old lesbian with bpd
Depression Support / by hardworkingBunny4133
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 January 10th, 2023
...See more hey all. i came on here years ago when i was in a very bad place and it helped me a lot to be able to help others in group chat. unfortunately, i am in a bad place again. i have borderline personality disorder (among other things) and i have an fp, which is a constant rollercoaster as anyone with an fp will tell you. i can have euphoric highs and unbearable lows within the same hour of talking to her. i'm not even with her, but i love her so much... however it is exhausting emotionally (bpd in general is exhausting but having an fp makes me feel especially unstable). this is on top of so many other things that are converging in my life, making me feel completely trapped and out of control. i'm in therapy and on medication, my family has been patient and supportive overall, i have friends i talk to (though i have been isolating)- but i'm still so unbelievably depressed and lonely, crying from stress frequently, panic attacks, feeling like an unwanted burden and like i'm replaceable, etc. the weight of time and life is so heavy and i wish i weren't alone. the older i get the more i feel like i'm running out of time, and worry there isn't anyone who could ever love me with all of my problems. not enough to stay at least. so i'm feeling quite desperate and i hope coming here can help me again like it did before. - bunny
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