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goldenBike2883
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Should I Tell Her?
Depression Support / by goldenBike2883
Last post
 April 17th, 2021
...See more I have been struggling with things that happened in the past, and building it up all inside, without anyone knowing a thing. Its caused me anxiety, sadness, unhappiness, and fear. I have finally decided to tell my mom, because she usually knows everything about me, except this. I feel like if i tell her it will lift a big weight off my shoulders, and make me feel so much better. My only problem is, i dont have the courage to tell her, and if i do how to?
My Unforgettable Past.
Family & Caregivers / by goldenBike2883
Last post
 March 18th, 2021
...See more Growing up i lived in a toxic family, every time i used to make a mistake, my dad would either smack me, or shout at me in an unhealthy way. I now dont feel comfortable talking to him as i do my mother. I see him making an effort after growing up to have a good relationship with me, but every time i give it a go, and make a mistake, i get shouted at in a hurtful way. Basically all my life ive been living in fear and anxiety of making a mistake and eating it afterwards. Ive become very sensitive after everything and very introverted sometimes around my closest friends as well. As for my mother i always feel judged (i used to be so confident when i was young), but she always pointed out certain features on my face, my bone structure (im sure not with bad intentions) but because of how much ive heard it, it just made me so insecure of the way i look in a toxic way, i cant even take a compliment without feeling like that person is just saying it to make me feel better of myself. I now dont know exactly what it is im feeling, but i dont want to feel like this anymore, i just want to be happy.
My breakup and coping
Relationship Stress / by goldenBike2883
Last post
 June 19th, 2019
...See more I was in a two year relationship with the boy of my dreams, I admit it was unhealthy because I wasn't doing my part. I told him I'd change, but by that time it was too late. His parents always had problems and he was the one solving them, and his dad was a jerk to him. He changed to the worst, I broke up with him hoping he'd change and come back, since we were head over heels for each other. We fought a lot, yet we always found our way back to each other. I truly loved him and I still want him back, his friends told me when he wanted me back during our breakup, and would get drunk and cry because he said he lost me. I was so depressed, I had no one, my friends were so unsupportive of him. It made me feel even worse, I tried everything, I mean everything to take away my depression, i cut off communication with him cause everyone says it helps in moving on, I honestly feel so much worse. I texted him before yesterday but he takes half a day to reply. I miss him and love him so much. I'm trying to like other guys I swear I can't. He's always in my mind. I feel and care for him so much. I just want him back... I feel like I'm the only one feeling this way, he moved on... I'm so broken.
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