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glamn00dles
15,641 M Progress Road 2
PathStep 38 Compassion hearts339 Forum posts5 Forum upvotes8 Current upvotes8 Age GroupAdult Last activeApril, 2021 Member sinceDecember 30, 2020
Bio
✿ I'm a kind, ❤︎ sweet, funny, antisocial introverted ♀︎ dam·sel that has suffered with manic depression, from certain life experiences. In addition to that I were shamed and humiliated among other things. I don't think I could ever get over the ⚔︎ shame ☁︎ and humiliation, although I try. It's caused me to hide and be fearful that people will hurt me again. 🎭 My справиться·ing механизмы ≐ begins with being in my own space and being able to express myself, discussing it without being fearful that something worse could transpire. I dabble in arts, photography, music 🎼, theatrics, ⚛︎recherche·ing, 📚 έρευνα·ing, la promiscuité, humor, ✏️ l'écriture, ☤ etc.. I try to maintain a peaceful serenity along with the calmness from the ☁️ fog. I enjoy doing things that can help me be at a peaceful mind yet still be able to accomplish certain goals in helping me cope. Sometimes I like to describe life as this maze, I'd describe it as trying to get out of the complexities of certain confusions. I hope throughout this journey with the right υποστήριξη, I should be able to manage some of my issues I've endured, better, in addition to understanding some of the untold truths about what's happened to me in life. I have a lot of questions trying to figure things 💭 out about what happened to me for my own sake and for my own peace ☮ of mind. 🧘‍♀️ 💙✦

I have abandonment & trust issues, so Is there any stability around here folks‼️?
Recent forum posts
I always have this feeling that I'm never going to be loved
Depression Support / by glamn00dles
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March 11th, 2021
...See more I always feel as though I am not quite loved in the manner I'd like to be. I always feel this void in life as though i deserve to be loved by the men I choose and decide is right for me, even if they're just friends. I want to be able to form relations with people that could stay in my life for good, not people who will abandon me and leave me. This is a really important thing for me in life in order for me to move forward with a lot that has happened and transpired in life. I also wish there would be people that come along in my life and they could make things so much easier for me in a sense of me understanding who cares for me and help me through the disassters and even save me from some because I've gone through some awful disasters. How do you cope with feeling abandoned, not loved?
Struggles in life
General Support / by glamn00dles
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March 21st, 2021
...See more I have major abandonment and trust issues from experiences I've beent through in life. Yet it seems like I'm always running from something. I always feel like I'm going to be alone whether I run or not. As for what I'm running from, I can't quite feel at home as I'd like to or feel that I deserve. I have a therapist but I still don't know how to cope enough with all I've gone through. Some people that haven't lived it, don't quite understand or know how difficult it can feel or be. If there are any relatable people out there who have dealt with similar struggles, I'd love to know how you cope if you don't mind sharing. I hope I'm not misusing this forum by posting this.
Addiction
Addiction Support / by glamn00dles
Last post
March 6th, 2021
...See more Hey there! Is this the appropriate category if someone is suffering from not having any sex at all and dealing with celibacy? It might sound hilarious but it isn't. Am i addicted to not having sex or what? I was raped but I still desire being with MEN! I would appreciate any kind of help ... GLAM
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