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...See more How can I heal my addiction to pretend that I'm ***. I'm writing with men. Play the role send pictures videos even go meet them sometime but when I meet him I freeze I can't . I force myself sometimes but I don't enjoy it. But when I talk about it I'm so exited I imagine it having dirty naughty sex with strange man and than... Freeze. And is crazy is driving me nuts I need to release my phantasies but I can't I have some kind of block so I try again and again and what happens isy pictures and videos and messages got leaked by some shity guy out these so everyone now see me like that . None know that I just talk and try but I can't. What should do should I go some sex party and release it all there and maybe I will be fine again because I can't just tblock it in me. I have big sexual energy and I don't know how to let it out. Also men are now these using female sexuality as a tool to attack and I been attacked emotionally soany times like I'm a criminal, it makes it even harder to let go and do it. It make me even hateen to be honest because they create such a big pain in my chest for someting what is so natural to humans like eating. The same think..I feel like if I was just eating air and using my *** to give birth than I won't be attacked by males and the fact that we create males make it even harder to forgive them because they are here thanks to our *** . What is this world about? I don't get it. I can't releasey sexuality freely. Is a living *** torture here on planet earth.

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