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friendlyBalsam3503
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PathStep 6 Compassion hearts19 Forum posts2 Forum upvotes7 Current upvotes7 Age GroupAdult Last activeJanuary, 2023 Member sinceJanuary 6, 2023
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Depression Support / by friendlyBalsam3503
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 January 9th, 2023
...See more My life has been a rollercoaster. I miss the time I lived in ignorance, because at that time I had none of these worries, I thought I was a worthy catch and a great person. But when I awoken, I realized I was alone and everyone who was around me only wanted something from me. I had no real friends, no one who really cared about me. I separated myself from outside world. Well, let's just say I returned to my solitary life. Most of my post-highschool life was solitary. It's been 9 years since I withdrew and I feel hopeless, lonely and afraid to start again. I'm depressed but live in a state where I distract myself by keeping busy with unimportant things. I pace about the house a lot, talking to myself, well brainstorming. I'm on the internet googling any random idea that comes to my mind. Anything to not stay in a depressed state. I'm constantly coming up with brilliant ideas I never feel confident enough to complete. I do believe my Enneagram type is 6w7, because it has always been my desire to escape this situation and be great. But that time never comes.
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