Skip to main content Skip to bottom nav
friend0107
1 442 M Embraced 3
PathStep 1 Compassion hearts14 Forum posts9 Forum upvotes3 Current upvotes3 Age GroupAdult Last activeMay, 2021 Member sinceFebruary 27, 2021
Recent forum posts
Abusive relationship, still I wanted to be with him
Depression Support / by friend0107
Last post
 April 10th, 2021
...See more I was in a relationship with a guy, it was all good most of the days but when he got angry, he couldn't control and initially he would just slap or push me around. With time these fights got even more violent leaving me with bruises. Even after all this, I never left him. I kept trying to make it work. Because the good days were very nice, we had a great relationship. It was as if he had two sides, may be he was bipolar. We were even about to marry, got engaged and then he suddenly decided he doesn't want to be with me and he blocked me from everywhere. I can't contact him or talk to him I know I should be happy that I am out of this toxic relationship but I am struggling every day. I miss him, keep getting flashbacks, look at pictures and I get so much anxiety thinking about everything and what he might be doing. I am not able to sleep, I cry sometimes, eat here and there sometimes. I feel like trying to call him or stalk him even though I am blocked and I can't. I don't understand this. I should have been the one to leave him or be happy it's over but instead this is killing me. Each day feels like a year thinking about him all day.
Lost and lonely. Don't know what to do?
Depression Support / by friend0107
Last post
 March 19th, 2021
...See more I have everything in life, a high paying job, great professional career, good parents, everything. Still the only reason I have been dealing with depression is due to loneliness. I can't be alone. I live here in this house all by myself and I have just been hurt in every relationship. Today I come here because this is the second time a guy got engaged with me but left me. Apart from these two guys I have even had multiple other relationships. Everytime they leave, they cheat on me, i cry, get anxiety attacks and get depressed. I don't know actually if it's depression but I can't leave my bed, can't eat, don't do anything and somehow just manage to work. But I end up sabotaging my career and myself. With so many people leaving I only feel there is something wrong with me
Search more from @friend0107
Considering Therapy?
Talk to an expert therapist
Badges & Awards
10 total badges
Hand Shake Linked Chief Chat Honest Voice Reconnect First Post Reaching out First Compassion Teammate Forum Friend
Report an issue