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Unleashed Sounds - Cold Embrace
Music & Dance / by freshman12
Last post
 October 24th
...See more https://youtu.be/imIZApE1Jkg?si=-Nsaqr_KGhCuQ6xr
🎶 New genre (lyrics + AI music) - Unleashed Sounds aka MasterSly
Music & Dance / by freshman12
Last post
 September 9th
...See more Check out some tracks ✨️ Unleashed Sounds - God is an Alien Unleashed Sounds - Midnight Dream Unleashed Sounds - The Ballad of Lestat Unleashed Sounds - Chilling with these ocean views Unleashed Sounds - Standing on the edge of time Unleashed Sounds - Moonlit Shadows Unleashed Sounds - King of The Jungle Unleashed Sounds - Shadow Dance
I'm writing on this beat 🎶
Music & Dance / by freshman12
Last post
 July 26th
...See more https://youtu.be/jOMk-SOqV7A?si=olhoGIKyGBRoL7eE If I complete it I'll try buying the beat.
Advanced World 🌐 😰
Anxiety Support / by freshman12
Last post
 May 26th
...See more Everything's changing out there to next level. Everyone is so creative and living their life nowadays. I'm almost 28 yo, unemployed since 4 years or so. I had a job for 7 months last year but still it doesn't count much because I couldn't learn anything productive from it. I mean I did learn something but it's not useful for today's level. My bad I'm still weak in language. Anyway I have no useful skills, good friends (I have but 1 or 2 and they're busy with their life), contacts, social skills, healthy memory, focus and concentration, quick reactions ( I need a year to respond sensibly to someone, a comment or anything, like I'm a too slow thinker), healthy sleep, good physique, achievements, therapist or a counsellor (because I can't afford them), interests (I don't feel like doing anything at all like I'm stuck and comfortable on the bed most of the day. I watch same clips, movies, asmr repeatedly. My body doesn't let me use my mind for new, productive thoughts), plans, goal but just dreams, tears, happy expressions, guts/balls (I fear rejections like shivering, fast heartbeats, pressure and such). I have lots of responsibilities to take over and I'm already too late for it. I can't even find anyone to compare my situation with which makes me left far behind everyone. I don't know what to do, where to start, how to plan, how to set a goal. I'm so numb dumb no one could ever imagine. I'm drowning. I can't even quit bc unfortunately I know that it doesn't make sense. Eventually I'm happening to show up as a dead person in front of everyone. And I'm ending up getting used to be shameless. It hurts but it is what it is. Anyone can comment or not I don't bother. But don't feel bad if I don't respond bc I'm going crazy numb with my mind.
Drowning
Depression Support / by freshman12
Last post
 May 6th
...See more Craving for motivation, positive affirmations
PTSD , toxic shame
Trauma Support / by freshman12
Last post
 May 4th
...See more Got over the childhood ones but still my 20's ones are at it's worst.
Just reminding me and others a quote.
Self-Esteem / by freshman12
Last post
 April 27th
...See more "Let them judge you. Let them misunderstand you. Let them gossip about you. Their opinions aren't your problems. You stay kind, committed to love & free in your authenticity. No matter what they do or say, don't you doubt your worth or the beauty of your truth. Just keep shining like you always do" -Scott Stabile
Listening to 'Skip Marley - Faith' 🎵 Mention your genre/likes, sad/happy or any 🎶
Music & Dance / by freshman12
Last post
 April 21st
...See more I'll try to recommend better ones of them for you 💖. But I won't be responsible if you hate them 😅
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