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forcefulOceann
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PathStep 2 Compassion hearts363 Forum posts24 Forum upvotes84 Current upvotes84 Age GroupAdult Last activeFebruary, 2024 Member sinceMarch 21, 2023
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A mom, depressed. Always sleep deprived. Have bipolar and anxiety, handling trauma slowly.

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I dont have anything
35 & Over Community / by forcefulOceann
Last post
 February 28th
...See more I dont have any family at all, any friend, i dont have anything, is there any job i could do overseas as i have nothing to lose, no attachment and nothing, just me and my toddler. Really could use some help and get hope in life once i can move overseas and start a new life
Its odd these days
General Support / by forcefulOceann
Last post
 January 6th
...See more Lately, I've been observing people and found it quite odd that everyone around hi lost the ability to properly think straight.
New year family still toxic
35 & Over Community / by forcefulOceann
Last post
 January 7th
...See more My family im born with texted me first in 2024 they about to sue me 𥲠why cant i have a peaceful new year without them
Im always confused
35 & Over Community / by forcefulOceann
Last post
 December 21st, 2023
...See more Starting a chat always ended up in misscommunication, might a sign that my partner does not communicate well and putting his ego first or manipulation? Im confused all the time , im lonely but once my partner start talking its always putting more headache for me
Need support
35 & Over Community / by forcefulOceann
Last post
 May 3rd, 2023
...See more Help
Everytime i remember my wedding my heart aches, do i really deserve this?
35 & Over Community / by forcefulOceann
Last post
 May 7th, 2023
...See more I am married to a man which but family does not approve every-time i saw friends getting married, or a marriage related videos my heart hurt so much, i felt like i could never experience true happiness of being married. first, at my wedding it was chaos, his family were not into it, NO ONE wish me! Or even talk to me, can you believe that? Before the wedding he clashed with his stepmom and brother, he is an orphant so everyone else in his family talks like they have the right to. The only one talking to me is his brother saying "dont influence bad things to each other (me and my husband). It was such a traumatic experience, my wedding that is supposed to be the happiest day of my life is the most misery realizing day. maybe i deserve this, maybe i have been a bad person all this time. But i really want to escape from this to have a new life! Im not asking for a new husband, to re experience new wedding with the right person that have a family that accepts me i just want to move far away from here but now i have a baby daughter. I wish i could have a job offer, move there with my baby, works and live a normal happy life. because of my traumas i suffer from bipolar type 1, anxiety and depression. It hurts me and it certainly hurts my daughter. i wish i could get help to move away soon. It is hurting everyday, no one to talk to, and to relate about this as no one has experience such hate from the husband family side. im asking for anyone that read this to pray for me and my 8 months daughter
Saying hello, looking for a friend
35 & Over Community / by forcefulOceann
Last post
 June 29th, 2023
...See more Hello everyone! Have a great monday, im a new mom with a 7 months old, she just recovered covid and got discharged from the hospital. She get fussy all day so night time is when i can have some time for myself, i wanted to make some friends since i literally have none i wish to have someone likeminded & patient with me as i have bpd and anxiety. Thank you ❤️
Hello, i am not happy in my marriage
Newbie Hub / by forcefulOceann
Last post
 April 3rd, 2023
...See more Hello.. im not happy in my marriage, my husband's family hates me, my husband is slowly leaning towards the same way. He got angry very easily, every conversation is bland, he kept sleeping with his phone, he's on that every minute of the day. I have a 7 months baby, now dealing with covid. Staying home with him felt like a cage. Im isolated, my family dont care about me, dad disowned me long time ago, mom has NPD. So im absolutely by myself. im thinking of getting remarried and move somewhere else, to another country and start over with someone that actually loves me and my daughter.
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