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floatingLeaf4973
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PathStep 1 Compassion hearts3,623 Forum posts97 Forum upvotes142 Current upvotes142 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2024 Member sinceSeptember 28, 2023
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What I long for is here, in this breath

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Hello @cyberart22, thank you for your support in Sharing Circle
Pen Pals / by floatingLeaf4973
Last post
 March 22nd
...See more @cyberart22 You left before I properly could express my gratitudes. Thank you for giving me and others a listening ear, it means a lot for the world. 
Hello, looking to converse
General Support / by floatingLeaf4973
Last post
 January 26th
...See more @Irinii I found you on sharing circle. Would you like to have a conversation? Thank you.
I made this form to contact with you if you don't mind
General Support / by floatingLeaf4973
Last post
 January 18th
...See more @Erza10 Hello, I hope to exchange message with you if you're interested. Will talk to you more when I feel better. Made the form to talk in the future.
Eggshell environment mess up
General Support / by floatingLeaf4973
Last post
 December 16th, 2023
...See more I messed up in my eggshell environment. When I talk about my pain, my sister gets triggered, and like, "I have even more pain". Today I was in intense pain and talked about it before I realized it was too late. And then I got in even more pain thinking how she dismisses my pain saying she has even more pain. Then I talked more about how they dismiss my pain when I talk about it. It was all intended to communication, I tried to explain how one person having pain doesn't mean another person's pain is invalid. But she thought I was being haughty and doing injustice to them, they are right and I am wrong. So she got mad but couldn't take it out on me, so she took it out on a helpless kid. I felt so guilty I then comforted the kid, then her, then my mom. So another day in an eggshell environment. I feel so hopeless living here, it's hard to dream of better days living here where they are depriving me of basic necessities and I feel like I'm in danger most of the time. Thank you for listening. Your support means a lot.
It hurts so much when someone takes my compassion and then hurts me
General Support / by floatingLeaf4973
Last post
 November 28th, 2023
...See more Many people many times felt touched by my compassion and support. Many people appreciated saying one or two kind words to them. Then there's a few people who took support from me and then didn't think twice to hurt me, treating me like trash. This feels so bad, but sometimes it happens that you find one or two people like this.
Hello Ocean, forming a contact medium
General Support / by floatingLeaf4973
Last post
 November 28th, 2023
...See more @affectionateOcean6327 Hello, I'm from sharing circle. I want to contact with you but seeing we both have a member id I'm forming this forum post. Let's talk about things.
Feeling relief that I don't have to be present on an online spiritual group today
General Support / by floatingLeaf4973
Last post
 November 20th, 2023
...See more I have been forcing myself to show up on the group because I tend to isolate instead of sharing with people. My phone's broken so I can't post these days. It feels such a relief I don't have to force myself to show up. I'm just so glad I don't have to go through that confusion. I wonder if this relief indicates that group may not be a right fit for me. Anyway, each time I remember my phone is broken and I don't have to post, I just feel so happy.
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