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fairmindedOrange3007
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I don’t know what’s wrong with me. (TRIGGER WARNING)
Depression Support / by fairmindedOrange3007
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 2 days ago
...See more Hello, I am 17 years old and i’ve never been in therapy and i’m not diagnosed with depression. But i feel like i was depressed in one point of my life. I had really bad health issues and i was struggling physically and mentally (i wasn’t able to walk, to eat, to sleep and it was hard to even communicate, the pain was all i was thinking about and most of the days i was just laying in bed). This condition lasted for about a month but it got to a point where the doctors didn’t know if i would make it. I feel like ever since this happened (it’s been almost 2 years) i cannot fully recover. Sometimes i get random feelings of sadness and i feel so lonely. Some days i don’t have any motivation and i just want to lay in my bed. I have no one i can talk to (i have great friends and family but they won’t understand this). I feel like i cannot control my emotions anymore (for example: i cry when i get a bad grade, i go crazy and start yelling when i lose something/break something even if it’s not that big of a deal). And it might sound mean or selfish but when someone is venting to me or complaining about something personal i get so annoyed. And sometimes most of the things they say really trigger me. If you have any advice please help me. Thank you for reading this.
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I don’t know what is wrong with me. (TRIGGER WARNING)
Eating Disorder Support / by fairmindedOrange3007
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 1 day ago
...See more Hello, I am 17 years old and I don’t think I have an ED (i’ve never been in therapy and i am not diagnosed) BUT my body dysmorphia gets worse and worse. My biggest fear is gaining weight. I am restricting and exercising a lot and i still feel the same. Sometimes i cancel events because i know i have to eat if i go (i don’t want to look mean). I also enjoy watching people eat because it makes me feel good about myself (for example i think “she/he eats way more than me so it’s okay!”). I know this might sound mean but it’s the way my brain works. Do you have any advice for me? And btw if you are wondering, no, i’m not underweight. I used to be underweight but it was because i had health problem (it was normal to lose a lot of weight in my condition). But since i don’t have it anymore, I am not underweight anymore. I have normal weight because i’m not overweight either. Please give me some advice i feel so alone.
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