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fadinaway
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Emptiness
Depression Support / by fadinaway
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 September 17th
...See more I am ao tired of pretending like am okay all the time. I have pushed away too many people bcz I can't seen to be able to keep in contact and have normal conversations like I used to. All my life I have been pretending to fir in, make friends, enjoy life, have relationships but nothing works. Nothing makes me happy and I know that I can't really explain this feeling to anyone. It's like am sinking deeper into the emptiness more and more. Some days I am better bcz the distractions work other days I am trying my best to hide my feelings and when am alone I feel like I need it to stop, need everything to go away. I have been wasting away everything, I keep disappointing everyone and I don't know how to help myself either. I sometimes wish I cud just sleep and never wake up - sounds so cliched but idk what else to say 
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