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ezrea
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PathStep 17 Compassion hearts15 Forum posts17 Forum upvotes38 Current upvotes38 Age GroupAdult Last activeMarch, 2016 Member sinceJanuary 7, 2016
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I've finally decided to try to move forward, I'm scared
General Support / by ezrea
Last post
 March 1st, 2016
...See more At a hospitol in my area, they have an intensive program for sufferers of Anxiety and Depression (among other mental health concerns) that has you at the hospitol every weekday, for about as long as a normal work day. My therapist left me the information to decide on my own whether or not I felt I needed it. And today, today I only feel as though I have been getting worse, not better. It is time I took a stand and did what I need to, to get better. However, this is something unprecedented for me. I never would have imagined myself deciding to need this level of help before, so, I am terrified. Terrified to start this, terrified there might be something more significantly wrong, that I may be stuck where I am now at, forever. I hate this, I need help, but fear so strongly actually getting it.
Increased libido - not sure how to handle it
Relationship Stress / by ezrea
Last post
 March 5th, 2016
...See more Currently, I am going through a separation with my wife. This woman, is the only person I have had sex with for the past 10 years. Now, while I am trying to work through depression, anxiety, and whatnot due to the separation, I have a very decided increase in my libido. The physical need sometimes can be overwhelming, and the only thing that ends up on my mind for hours at a time. I currently don't masturbate due to living at a friend's house, though before I came to stay here, I was mastubating almost 2 times a day. I have always viewed sex as something between two people who love each other, but at the same time want it so insanely bad I don't know what to do. I've only ever had sex with someone I was dating and had intense emotion for....
All I can think of, is you
Relationship Stress / by ezrea
Last post
 February 29th, 2016
...See more This separation started so long ago now, technically. Now as I sit here, at a friend's house that I am staying with, all I can think of, is you. How much I miss us, the cuddles with TV shows, the little hugs, the closeness and bond. All I want to do now, is just confess that which you already know. Unsere liebe hat kein ende. We said this once, I still believe it. Trying to organize my thoughts here today, and all I have in my mind is longing and love for you.
Introduction - Call me Ezrea
Depression Support / by ezrea
Last post
 February 22nd, 2016
...See more My name is Ezrea, I have been struggling with Depression for the majority of my life. There have been so many ups and downs, both extreme and subtle. However, this is quite possibly the lowest low I have experienced in much of my adult life. Through the past, I have had medication for depression, which, doesn't suite me well as that tends to cause complete apathy in me, which, is in my opinion worse. Last year, an event happened that triggered in me all of my self-doubt, etc that I had thought I moved past. It would seem however, that isn't the case. I've been told that I am smart enough to analyze and know my problems, however, even though I can see it for what it is, doesn't mean I know how handle it inwardly. I've been searching, and avoiding, for far too long a means to help myself. I hope the community here can provide what it is I need to be able to feel passionate about something again. To feel those positive vibes, and not feel so empty anymore... I've been crying a lot lately, likely due to bottling things up, and just pushing myself through the motions of day-to-day life. At 28 years old, I should be able to address these inner issues as they happen and not let them sit until a point where it is all just overwhelming, which is actually where I am at currently. Apologies for the scattered thoughts here, I've been crying the whole time I signed up for this site and started browsing through it today. I really, really need some help
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