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Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by energeticLake9704
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December 19th, 2023
...See more I’m not addicted or anything, I just want the viewpoint of someone who has experience with drug use. I’m a recreational drug user and drinker. Harddrugs and heavy drinking is (mostly) only in the weekends. (On average 2 to 4 days a week) I don’t use crazy *** and I don’t have a specific drug I have a problem with. I mainly use coke, mdma, 3mmc, speed but also alcohol or ketamine, sometimes psychedelics.  I’m young (20) so I feel like it’s fine to go out, have fun and do some drugs.  Problem is that I‘m sometimes hit with a lot of guilt and shame about my habits. (About getting unnecessarily *** up at a party or waisting too much time hungover for example.) In those moments I decide to cut down, but I never do. This adds a new layer of frustration and shame.  I feel like I yo-yo between feeling like I’m heading to a problem and feeling like everything is actually alright. Sorry for the long text but if anyone with experience could tell me, either not to worry or to seriously cut down? 
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General Support / by energeticLake9704
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October 27th, 2023
...See more Looking for someone to occasionally chat with.  I’m 20 years old and a student. I’m actually pretty happy but I just can’t seem to keep my life together lol. Anyway, I’m just looking for someone to occasionally check in with and kind of keep me accountable. Just friendly casual chat. Obviously I’ll return the favor. :)
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