I'm 62 male. I've suffered what I would call 'conditional depression' due mainly to deep inner loneliness.
I have suffered this from around the age of 9-11 years old. It has intensified sine then. I had a shockingly amazing break from it in 2011 for about 3 months. Have always been seeking a helper in life as I am not equipped to handle life alone but the transformation of having a helper partner is a very positive one. I'm divorced with 2 children. I do not work due to a back injury (operation 1996) and mental health issues. I would like very much to return to Mentor Ohio USA and help homeless students. Preferable with a partner/wife. I live in Australia but am English by birth. Hugs Drew