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draven99
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Need some help/advice
Depression Support / by draven99
Last post
 July 18th
...See more im almost 25 years old, and I help take care of my elderly grandpa whose sick , I live with him, and I’m the only grandkid out of his grandchildren that does 98% of everything, I’m becoming more and more depressed and drained Which I’ve always had depression , I can’t drive I’ve been trying to get my license for years now but something ends up hindering me , and I get envious of my cousins because they get to go out and live and do what they want , also I’m the least liked grandkid which makes things harder , because knowing my grandfather doesn’t really like me and I’m the only grandkid doing most of everything hurts me so much, because I’ve always gave my grandpa respect and kindness even when he didn’t deserve it, I’m just existing here , and it’s so isolating, when my cousins post on social media that they’re on vacation or doing this or that , I get a little envious , then I feel bad for feeling that way , is it wrong of me for feeling the way I do and wanting to go away for awhile like packing up my things and just leave without saying anything?
Binge eating
Eating Disorder Support / by draven99
Last post
 Friday
...See more I’ve struggled with over eating since I was a kid , I use food to cope with things I go through and I honestly hate it , I’ve recently tried dieting and I was doing well but then something happened and it made my depression/stress worse which led me back to binge eating and I just feel so disgusted with my self, and my parents constantly telling me that I need to lose weight because I’ll look better doesn’t help , it’s gotten so bad to the point where I can’t even to stand to look at myself in the mirror and try to avoid doing so at all costs , people dont understand that I live with my body every single day and I know I need to lose weight and I look disgusting, but trying to find other ways to cope with my problems is so hard and being addicted to food makes it worse , when I see pictures of myself I honestly want to peel my skin off and somehowe become invisible , dealing with this is so draining.
Accepting loliness
Depression Support / by draven99
Last post
 July 21st
...See more I fear I'll always be alone, l've tried putting myself out there both for relationships and friendships, but nothing seems to work, I'm starting to question everything about myself, I'll be 25 in august I feel so behind in life everyone around me is either married or in serious relationships, when I'm around those said people and they start talking about weddings / relationships, I feel so alone because I have nothing to contribute to the conversations, so I just nod and smile and congratulate them on their relationships and just be happy for them,
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