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diplomaticBeach8952
302,000 M Meaningful Journey 4
PathStep 53 Compassion hearts1,607 Forum posts141 Forum upvotes163 Current upvotes163 Age GroupAdult Last activeMay, 2021 Member sinceJune 11, 2016
Bio
September 20, 2019

I don't really have much to say right now, except I hope that I will find a job soon, and that I'll be able to find a purpose in this life, something meaningful that fulfills me.
"God, are you there ? Its me, Margaret !"

December 25, 2018

Ohhhhhh I fall apart !

She told me that I am not enough, she left me with a broken heart, she fooled me twice and its all my fault, she cut too deep now she left me scarred, now there is so many thoughts running through my brain, and I'm taking these shots like its Novacane ! Oh I fall apart, down to my core !

July 1, 2018
I decided to walk away from an unhealthy relationship, after being in it for 10 years, 5 of which are marriage. I do not deserve to be mistreated, I do not deserve to be used.

I shall love myself, walk with my head up high and proud. I will do what is good for me, I should not care how I come across to people, and what they say about me. I am sufficient just as I am. My happiness is important, I am important.

Life is full of joy, we can be happy with very little things at hand. I enjoy the hot beautiful summer sun, the green grass, and the chirping birds on the trees. This moment I am in right now, regardless of me being without shelter, regardless of how much debt I owe, regardless of how much emotional pain I suffered and still do, this very moment, I am in right now, I am free and happy, I am content, I am at peace with myself. I am who I am. Let me be.
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Will you be the one ?
7 Cups Online Therapy / by diplomaticBeach8952
Last post
 September 22nd, 2019
...See more Hi all, I am a 36 male, I have been part of 7 cups since June 2016. Currently, I'm unemployed, and I'm in the process of looking for work. I have been in therapy face-to-face with a local therapist, for 5 years between 2014 to 2019. I was ridiculously honest with him, and told him about many things, at time I told him I have an addiction, he brushed it off many times. After I insisted, he said oh I didn't know you have a problem. ( If you listener doctor, you would have known ). I am not happy with myself, I want to be better, I want to maximize my potential, but I feel everything I did in life so far is wrong ( okay maybe not all of it, just to escape the black-white labeling ) , or can be improved. I want someone, or I need someone, a therapist , someone professional, who won't tell me I'm too sensitive, or grow up, I want someone who is loving enough, and caring enough, to take me on a journey of life-living and disocovery, where I can grow, and fulfill my dreams. Is there such a thing ? Can anyone help me with that ? I currently in a very bad financial situation, owing a lot of money to the bank, and I can't really afford paying alot for therapy. perhaps I Will be able to, once I have a job and a benefits package. Until then, I hope that 7 cups has a member here, a student of psychology perhaps, who can possibly reach out to me, or message me, and guide me through this process called life. Thank you if you can or can't help me
relapsed after 8 months of sobriety, I need support please
Addiction Support / by diplomaticBeach8952
Last post
 September 16th, 2019
...See more after managing to stay absent for 8 months, and working on myself so hard, trying to be better, applying for jobs, I've been rejected so many times, I asked God for help, I feel like he hates me. I eventually relapsed ! I feel like the lowest thing on earth right now. any words of support ? thank you all.
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