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depressedsatellite1452
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I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
You still have all of me, me, me
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Dep's Diary
Journals & Diaries / by depressedsatellite1452
Last post
July 25th, 2023
...See more ***Warning this could be a bit triggering for some people (For future posts). Please ONLY read this at your own risk, as this is my personal space and for me and my thoughts and my headspace. Please only post supportive replies but theyre not expected, others replies ARE NOT welcomed*** So I know its July and Im already freaking out about school this year. My school is reopening whether other schools remain closed or not for the 2020-2021 Academic school year. So, my last semester (when school was in session online) My geometry classes were on Google Zoom as usual right? You think your teacher will end up being more lenient on you? Heck no! Not my geometry teacher, she ALWAYS gave out TONS of homework and my class would say Thats too much homework to give to us What was my teachers response? Well, you all are stuck in quarantine so youd be able to finish everything as well. I just got annoyed too much with it. Then later during my Zoom meetings, my teacher would cold call on me (Im aware its supposed to be helpful) but mine does it in a scary way. Well, Id always get called out and I get picked on which is no fun at all. I just felt hated more or less. Just reminds me how bad I am for a human. Well, this coming year I have the same teacher for Chemistry and I know it will be a repeated loophole if you will, which makes me very sad. I dont want to go through this all the future years Im in high school. My teacher always finds the smallest craziest reason to email my parents (which sucks but, my parents got very frustrated with my teacher) I just dont want it to be repeated for the years to come. Why am I too dumb Me having social anxiety sucks, but my teacher ends up making it worse for me, and embarrassing me in front of my class. Im not sure if it's to help me learn or make me look bad. I want to be respected and treated just like any other person, at least thats how I feel. Being put on the spot really sucks for me and honestly gives me an anxiety attack which isnt too cool. Im pretty much standing there acting like Im confident But in reality, I lack confidence and am scared of certain teachers who dont care about/for you, as it hurts Sincerely, Dep
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