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decisiveBanana7177
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I love but hate my life at different times so I'll be okay or not at times.

 I love talking to people I have a hard time talking though because I feel like a burden 

it's triggering when people talk about sh and I hate when people talk in all caps it makes my skin crawl and it takes it feel like your yelling because you mad 

I would put my mental issues but I don't find it to important but I have depression adhd and others but I would rather not remember about those ones 

if I leave randomly in a convo it's because something with the internet or my mom made me get off I'll tell people before I leave otherwise

 I'm part of the lgbtq community plz don't hate if you disagree <3<3 








Recent forum posts
Is it cheating
Relationship Stress / by decisiveBanana7177
Last post
 March 29th
...See more so on the 24th I went to this drama thing with my partner and they weren't talking to me at the time and wouldn't let me hold their hand like they normally would they've been distancing themselves from me for a little bit now and I knew I needed to talk to them about it the only way out of the costume room is to go down the ramp without going through the set shop next door so I walked out and saw my partner sitting in a chair with a girl on their lap a ran away and then my partner had her ask why I seemed mad an my partner and I just couldn't and then they went in the bathroom for over 20 mins so I wrote a letter explaining things and telling them if they want to still be with me they couldn't be friends with that girl I don't know if it's cheating can you guys help me with this one I have no clue 
I may need help
Eating Disorder Support / by decisiveBanana7177
Last post
 February 9th
...See more I need food that went through my brain but also the fact you can just no eat I know I have to eat but what if I just not do that for a while like still eat dinner but maybe skip breakfast and lunch and try to stop snaking, I ate a bowl of noodles for dinner I think that's good 
I don't know if I'm the problem
Relationship Stress / by decisiveBanana7177
Last post
 February 1st
...See more I feel like this is a messed up thing to think and it makes me toxic in a way, so my partner has these friends, and one of them I used to date for like a week none of my relationships lasted more than a week so maybe I'm the problem but but these friends of theirs talk very badly about me things that I know aren't true they still hang out with their friends and it's come to the point I think it's going to have to be me to break up with them or them to break up with me, my friends yell at me to talk about it even though I know nothing good will come out of it so I find it pointless on Friday it will be three weeks in this relationship But I don't know what to do because I feel like going mute whenever something bad happens and I really don't like this so I tend to stay silent I don't know what to do   
if anyone can help please do
Relationship Stress / by decisiveBanana7177
Last post
 December 22nd, 2023
...See more so I like three people one's gay and has a boyfriend, the other guy I confessed to once he said he was gay and then now he's Omni and theirs a girl who I really like and want to ask out she lives 4,919 miles away and an 8 hour time difference I really like her and want to ask her out but don't know also need to fix the friendship with the gay guy with the boyfriend he knows I like him but I need some way to say I'm not the one who likes him
I have no clue what to do
Relationship Stress / by decisiveBanana7177
Last post
 November 4th, 2023
...See more I started dating the person I was talking about before, and honestly, I never thought that love could feel like this, I didn't know that this is what a healthy relationship is supposed to feel like, I thought that they wouldn't talk to me for week's and they wouldn't tell their friends, they never told me they loved me when they're going to hold my hand and no be afraid of what their friends are going to say they walk me to class and kiss my hand and will make me laugh and smile, I don't think I could do any better than them but I still think that they could do so much better than me and honestly I don't know why they liked me when their them and I'm just me. should I tell them about this.
how do I know what to do
Relationship Stress / by decisiveBanana7177
Last post
 November 3rd, 2023
...See more Does anyone know how you find out if someone flirts with their friends and likes to be affectionate with them how do you know if they like you 
what should I do
Relationship Stress / by decisiveBanana7177
Last post
 October 26th, 2023
...See more their is this one person who's really special to me, their the type of person where when I'm down they'll ask me how I am and try to give me advice even if they don't know what I'm talking about, they always ask how I am, they hold my hand and hug me and fight with my friends and says that I'm there's, I really like them but their the type of person who flirts with her friends so I may be nothing more than a friend to her I really don't know what to do and could use some advice 
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