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decembernight0608
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Is it too late?
Relationship Stress / by decembernight0608
Last post
 August 7th, 2016
...See more I was in an almost relationship with someone who now sees me as a friend, but I still have all these feelings for him. I'm currently the babysitter for his kids also. He has two kids and a third one on the way and I really want to tell him everything that I've been meaning to say but was too afraid to say to him. I just wonder is it too late to say something? I know I need some closure, but I know I may never get it. I just don't know if I waited too long to tell him exactly how I was feeling about everything and how he hurt me. I know he's moved on, but I haven't even though it's been 6 months.  Should I lay everything on the table or should I just suck it up and try and mask my feelings?
What are you currently watching?
TV & Movies / by decembernight0608
Last post
 September 24th, 2022
...See more I've been glued to nothing but Hulu and Netflix lately. I've watched: The Mindy Project American Horror Story Prison Break Some Girls And currently I'm watching Orange is the new Black. what are some good Movies/Shows you've watched?
What are some steps?
Eating Disorder Support / by decembernight0608
Last post
 May 30th, 2015
...See more I found this article on Thought Catalog http://thoughtcatalog.com/laura-lifshitz/2015/05/8-heartbreaking-things-you-need-to-know-about-loving-someone-with-an-eating-disorder/ and I really wanted to post it, but then I figured my friends and family would assume that it relates to me. I haven't found the courage yet to let anyone know that I'm struggling with bulimia. What are some steps to take into telling a friend or family about my disorder and if I post this link do you think it's a good way to speak out if I add why I'm struggling and how I have no control?
let it go or see how things unfold...
Relationship Stress / by decembernight0608
Last post
 June 5th, 2015
...See more I had an almost relationship with someone and I really never got closure because he practically friend zoned me without me knowing. I really want to talk to him about this it's been about five months since it happened, but I really don't know how to approach it. I still really like him and we talk occasionally, but not like we use to. I'm just not sure if maybe I waited to long to approach the situation. There's a whole lot more complications to this.
Almost Relationship...
Relationship Stress / by decembernight0608
Last post
 December 11th, 2016
...See more This is going to be the most complicated story ever only because I am one who never gets into complicated situations.... I'll give the people in this story fake names to protect their identity. .. Back in May/June of last year my brothers ex-girlfriend best friend Holly, her two kids and her boyfriend James ended up moving into a new house with me and my parents. I had a crush on James but I always kept it to myself 1. I never get in between someone's relationship. And 2. I just knew he would never ever like me. Well as time went on my feelings for him became stronger and I had to try and put all that in the back of my head especially when he said I was like a sister to him. Well him and Holly ended up breaking up in November which really wasn't a surprise because they had broken up maybe two times before that. So James ended up moving into the garage while Holly kept the bedroom. James and I always had a close relationship, but we were talking more hanging out more and I was finding out that we had so much more in common, favorite animals, both love music, write music, same birthday month two days apart. Along comes Christmas night and he's in my room watching basketball like usual and he starts tickling me like normal then out of nowhere he starts caressing my face and arms and so many butterflies are flying in my stomach. He ends up laying on my lap, then laying on my chest in my bed and it was just the most amazing feeling, but I was so thrown off. A couple days later he asks me if I felt that we had a connection. I said yes I really did, and he said that he almost kissed me that night. We talked about trying to be a "us" once he moves out and it just made me so excited because I really liked him alot. He made me feel so beautiful anyways.... time went on and he soon ended up kissing me and he said the cutest thing before he leaned in he said "Don't be nervous" I still can't get it out of my head. We kissed and cuddled in secret for about a week then school started back up and he still showed signs, but they weren't as strong. I had to ask him if I did something wrong, but he was just lost, and confused with his feelings. The point of this whole story was we kissed in January and I've practically been fallen apart from Febuary-May he ended up getting back with Holly in March even though he said she treated him like crap and made him feel unappreciated and he knew that if he went back with her that it would just go down the drain. He practically friend-zoned me without me knowing. The thing is I know that him and Holly have there own place now, he's sleeping on the couch and she's sleeping in the bedroom...I haven't talked to him in a month and I care about him alot. He told me before we moved that he cared about me alot to and he was the one who helped me to stop my self harm. He's the only one I can tell these things to. Part of me keeps hoping that there is still some kind of chance for an "us" I just don't know if I should give up on him. Or just try and focus on me and getting better with my eating disorder and depression and still be here when he needs me.
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