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I'm a compassionate person and I want to reach out to other people in order to help others going through struggles. I have been through challenges of my own and I hope to perhaps relate to those who have been through experiences like my own.I also like music, movies and gaming 😁 🌞 

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Opening up about my experiences with COCD
OCD & Related Behaviors / by cuddlyMango4828
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 December 13th, 2024
...See more Hello I'm Vivienne and I suffer from symptoms of COCD. I shared this meassage in the hopes of reaching out to people like me and just to be raw and open. Hope this message finds you well. For me it's real torture. Here are examples of how it's like for me suffering from Contamination OCD: Sometimes I imagine that their is nast everywhere and the discomfort makes me feel like I should just dissapear into thin air.;to the point i can't even breath because my brain tells me that there's something in the air. This kind of situation is usually hard to come out of. Really frustrating Other times I don't even want to eat food because I believe the person who cooked handled it unhygienically Usually I wash my hands execessivelly Other times i execessivelly clean things like dishes and food stuff ; other times it's so overwhelming I find myself cleaning the whole house and re washing my clothes All these thoughts are usually triggered somehow by something, from small discomforting things to awfully disgusting things. Usually from smell or sight. Safe to say this behaviors cause a hussle between me and the people I live with. Some people think that I have hatred toward them because they assume that I think they're dirty based off of my actions. I find it uncomfortable to live with people because it causes me a lot of discomfort at times . I can get so overwhelmed I feel like i just want to run away from myself. COCD is toture and I just feel like I cant live with myself. Is there anyone who can relate? Thanks if you read this far. ð¥°ð¥°
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