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conscientiousBalloon1797
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A psycological dillema
7 Cups Online Therapy / by conscientiousBalloon1797
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 May 18th, 2023
...See more Hello i am in a dillema and i need opinions, any are fine even bad one just use reasoning atleast. So currently i am on the path of mastering a few skills. Though mastering these skills might lead to Insanity/Lack of humanity or schizophrenia. The reason being that I am using the voices in my head as my last pillar of support to do so as almost all other options have been tried (new suggestions are welcome). Not going into mastery in this subject will lead to my mothers insanity and eventual death and that will than lead to a divorce from mother to father if she doesn't kill herself leaving the family in shambles. But her dying leads to my fathers long time ish depression and also leads to the family going in shambles. The third option is doing it without the voices reducing my chances significantly of succeding in master with will leed to me suffering consequences of both options above. But there is a small chance that i might work(5%) Note: It is to note that I am probably the cause of my parents foreseen divorce. Other note i enjoyed these activities at first but than expectations and everything else fell on me leaving me with this empty void lack of sanity/humanity i currently posses(as of now i deem it to be curable). Also i cannot talk to my parents. I can try to talk to friends but they might panic and call the police/cps (as i also get hit sometimes) and will lead to at least 1 maybe both consequences. I can also try therapy to fix me but as i am underage in my country therapist might be illogical and call cps/police or contact parents leading to atleast 1 or both consequences again.
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