This is my first step in trying to find therapy for myself. I have multiple areas in my life that cause me distress and I really need new coping mechanisms.

A little bit about me before we get too deep into personal stuff-I'm a 19y/o girl from the southern USA. You can call me Creature, and I have 8 tattoos, 13 piercings, and have faded blue hair 90% of my life. I was a barista at Starbucks before the virus hit and I'm currently seeking employment as a barista at a local shop in my town until I have my life together enough to pursue my dream job of owning my own piercing studio. I grew up raised in a Pentecostal household until I was 13, and now I'm Wiccan. I wish I was more into it than I currently am but in all honestly I'm lazy.

I'm looking for a long term listener with experience in anxiety, depression, trauma(specifically sexual), chronic pain, substance abuse, and feelings of existential confusion.

I'm hoping to find someone who's possibly experienced with what I've been through, but definitely openminded in regards to spirituality. I believe in reincarnation and string theory, which is a big factor in my thought processes.

My interests outside of mental health are art, tattoos/piercings, the alternative scene in general, and anything to do with stars.

I recently moved a few states away from my hometown and this is the first time in my life I've been away from my family. I just really want someone to talk/rant to but I also want to learn about who I'm talking to as well.